I sittin' here tryin' to convince myself

Strawberry cheesecake i love it.

2010-06-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

Get throw away.

2010-06-05T02:02:00.001+08:00

You got the gut to take away my heart, you also got the gut to throw away my heart.
thank for saying that you don't need my love anymore.
I so stun when hearing what you said to me.
You ask me let you, i let you already but why you keep release anger on me.
When your heart break, i start to comfort you.
But when i heart break, what have you done?
Keep say and say at me?
That what i get when i treating you good?
Not enough still want more?

Tonight alone in my room.

2010-05-22T02:48:00.003+08:00

Today is another 21st, Another monthsary of our's.
Things went dam well between the time we spend together in the morning to evening.

I'm happy for the time i spend with you even for awhile but things turn bad again.
Jealous, Unreasonable, Stubborn, Fed up and Anger , those emotional that i felt for you.
Things keep turning bad after a happy day.
Happy day can't last happy forever.
The past two days when we are back to normal, I keep having a bad dream about you and i.
Just don't feel like saying it.
I thought everything is just a dream, But now i realize that it might come true anytime, anywhere.
I called you, wanted to chat with you and say out the feeling, But what you told me, is that our feelings cannot be solve.
So urge to hang up the phone? I felt so cold that's how you treat me. Without any text afterwards.
Did i really bother your life?
I'm sorry if i did.

I'm not confuse anymore. I love you

2010-05-16T02:58:00.000+08:00

Dear, Soo Ying Tong.
Simple and perfect.
I love you.
That enough.
By, NG JUN RONG

I'm confuse.

2010-05-15T03:29:00.002+08:00

A true love is to make your love one happy without any regain.

Let her go?

For her happiness..

Two is better then one.

2010-05-14T17:11:00.000+08:00

After so much afford, she finally want to be back with me.

But after i sleep and wake up, all the thought come to my head.

I don't know is it good to force her staying beside me.

I really don't know should i really let her go or not.

I confuse.

Should i i let it go?

How Hard i try still will lose you.

2010-05-14T07:53:00.000+08:00

This is what u want. U want be alone and dump me a part because u don't wish that people care about you and concern about yourself. I only can keep get dump here dump there. Yeah that me. I have no future and you got your bright future with your friends. Finally it's the last day that we talk for so long to hear you say you want to be alone. That fucking hurt. You only think that good for you, and never think why i did that for you. Only blame on the cause, never think of the how i feel.
This is what u want and this is what i get. Dammit.
I don't want leave you i just like a loser.
But you die die want to leave me like a winner.
You won this bloody game and left me alone.
and u could enjoy your solo Match.

Couldn't sleep...

2010-05-13T02:27:00.000+08:00

I haven't been posting since so long, I couldn't sleep for about a few week. I don't know what wrongs with me. I really feeling the gap between us is further and further. Maybe i think too much, But my feeling is weird this few days. I so tired off bother anything anymore.
~~Ours memories.........is it ending soon?~~

inpatient make me wild guess~

2010-03-24T02:40:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 year anniversary Soo Ying Tong :)

Love what you made for me, and hope you like what i bought for you too.

After our 1st anniversary, Hope everything will become much better.

I really don't know how to descipe the feeling in my heart.

2010-01-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

...slowly and slowly felt that my hair gone case. Heart pain when my ... side become so short, look so ... weird.

Hais today stay at home whole day with baby. Finally meet her so miss her...

Today Eat, Sleep and Watch mobTv

Nothing else to do... then eat sleep watch!!!...

So Fun although staying at home. ^^

Back from malaysia!!

2010-01-15T13:43:00.007+08:00

Wa kaos, say 12.30 am leaving the house but delay and delay 1 plus den leave!! Reach MALAYSIA at 6 plus. No time shop, But have a good dinner at night. Having some good food after that went out with my cousin to had some drink.

Next time wed. Wake up early at 10 plus can't sleep down there. Cousin room too cold what the! When to eat breakfast, Having income by aunty =P So happy! Bought a pair of NIKE water bottle. After that when to shop shop. But nothing to shop. Only keep when to the washroom!! Dammit. At night went out to play soccer with my cousin outside friend stick here stick here got car so good!!

Thursday Though of the day to go home. But But no car go home wdf!! need stay over another night. Course can apply le end at friday don't know when, so i ask my cousin to go find comp for me. His friend too much =.=" just call 1 person the person lend le. Lucky.

Friday finally can go home!!! So happy....

Itch Mouth

2009-12-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

I wake up at 6 plus want to wake my baby up, wake up too early i dam hungry!!! I went to find thing to eat, wow you guess what i found, i found chocolate, Hahass! I open that packet and just took one to bite.Oh my god didn't know that that chocolate packet is belong to my brother one, he going to give out for her friend xmas present. DAMMIT i rush out of my house to find that bloody chocolate!!! but couldn't find!!
At last he went buy himself.
After that baby come over she just similar like one animal, PIG! Work for her very first day keep complaint tired tired tired! Really cannot take it!! She so early deep sleep today.
Hope tomorrow i can wake up to caught a movie with baby little brother, Watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 wor!! I WANT WATCH BUT SCARE NO SEAT SCARE SCARE!!

So close so Far

2009-12-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

Wow so "slow" yesterday is our 9 month erm erm, So happy wor yesterday a lot of stupid action i did again, wa lao eh! AVATAR si bei nice i love it. SO COOL. After that eat and eat i think i going to gain weight soon. Walk here Walk there. Nothing much to say because all is my memories =P^^

What today happen again! Today went down to baby house because her mum invited me go down to have dinner, too bad not baby invite one. After that plan to went down to plaza singapura to watch movie, didn't know that down there flood like hell, Dam pek chek need to get push here push there just to see JAY CHOU>.< all is crazy, lucky i not although i also want see la, but won't crowd till can't walk! After that chatting with baby below her block.

So love chatting with her, But she keep nag so tired =P hahass

ENDED!

Paiseh love ghey siao =P

Love Flying Kite.

2009-12-16T03:03:00.000+08:00

Oh my god this is my first time being to marina barrage hahass! so fun. But too bad today rain>.<
spoil the whole planning, And flying kite so fun. Looking at the sky enjoying the wind. Hope to went there again.
Today make baby fed up for small matters >.<. So sorry! after that went to watch the movie Alien 51 =.="
the show is so ..boring. I think is because i don't like that show that why! After that ronnie send baby home. We went for Pool and lan, after all that we went home. Home the feeling is so good!
Miss my baby already! ........

NEVER EVER GIVE UP!

2009-12-15T01:42:00.000+08:00

Quite a long period never blog already, A lot crap and lame thing happen but it's already get used to it. I still need continues carry on my life still, Starting a lot target flash into my brain oh my goodness. I don't know start with which one. Headache! Today went out with baby and shop already. A lot stupid reaction i make, that she keep laughing >.< so shame! She bought one pair of slipper look so so, Not trying to say she had good taste, because she will be proud =P. A lot fun thing and a lot joy! When going back to bedok i been staring at baby, Making her shy, although keep disturb her but i feel that can't bear to let her go home>.<

Life is so tough for me. So from today onward i must more treasure her!!!!

2009-10-24T14:14:00.027+08:00

Went down to East coast park, to celebrate yolane birthday yesterday with baby.
After school we were so rush until that no time to take a break.
Need went down to simei to collect cake after that need to rush to down east coast park. I so scare that the cake will melt or smash! >.< First time take cake for a long distance.
We reach there, i though a few people is over there already didn't know that so much people is waiting for the cake.
After we prepare everything and light up the candles. Helmi is ready to bring yolane come down to east coast. Helmi want to give yolane a big surpise by blindfolder her from a place and bring her over. ^^
At night Ming han, josph and zhen wei when to parkway to buy some drinks (vodka). Wow that was so fun, Everybody were drinking and some people was drunk! Ming han dam funny when he was drunk! Josph So quite when he was drunk and my my baby, she drunk but she so quiet! hahass. That was fun when everybody started to drunk.
I that was dam fun yesterday hahas ^^

2009-10-09T02:37:00.003+08:00

Miss my sweetheart>.< Today is so rush but i don't mind. Although not even 1 hours of seeing her, although my journey is 1 hours plus & went down to see her only within 1 hours but i'm happy enough le. Baby i miss you.

Today work is totally =.=" so blur. Brain is thinking all about you. Can't stop thinking of you even when i working!!!

need wait till few days more to see baby again.

Want baby to have her own freedom!!!

2009-09-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

Missing those day baby stayover my house, So sweet and so warm-hearted. So hope that baby can stay forever but, couldn't. Those 3 days we had alot memories, and fun. Hope there will be another stayover night again. Why time past so fast, hope time can slow down.

2009-09-24T23:12:00.004+08:00

Woooh exam ended, so long i then start blogging, lazy to blog haas. Those photo was taken on 17 Sep, Ours exam BEG. Don't look like exam look like fooling around and playing. Everybody look so smart and pretty. hahaass. I had fall in love with baby make-up Look so pretty for me =P

2009-09-14T01:25:00.001+08:00

Wooh Wooh quite a long period never post! wa this few days work so late end so early. earn so less! how to survive! Forget it.
Today went to buy alot of cheap thing with my mummy! so sad so sad! afterward i went to court and saw vaio normal design lappy at 1.499$ and my heart went itch, i remember that baby going to IT fare, and i ask where izzit, after that i went down to suntec with my mum! i borrow 2k from her and bought a vaio CS i so happy, and thank alot to my mum for lending 2k to me. ^^
previous day,
I went to find baby, and went around whole vivo with her friend! after that baby leave her friend just to accompany me i so touched! went up to vivo last floor and enjoy photo taking with baby! my hair was dam messy up there, the wind keep blow and blow~

2009-09-06T01:58:00.000+08:00

Quite a long time no post leh, Today baby late, she say she try as early as possbile but too bad she overslept come my house at 12 plus hahas, accompany her go collect shirt and have nothing to do so we went down to tampines by bus 22, sit until my butt numb! wa lao eh so long the jounary, wow today is so retarded! work 3.5 hours also happy =.=" that was so funny, but forget it. This week past so fast waiting for holiday !!

2009-08-26T14:07:00.000+08:00

Today i wake up at 7.20, by baby. Prepare everything and went to school, sitting at outside bus stop looking inside school. there 2 don't know came from where the teacher, and 1 retarded nerdy student stand there catching people. I knew i sure get caught by them. Wait till baby they all come already we went in, they catch me, say in this college cannot wear any slipper, then i show them i injured they jump to another topic say my hair. They die die want catch me jiu dui leh! nevermind forget it i walk to another gate. Lucky there can pass. Reach home at 1plus going out to woodland >.< so far alone. So lonely hais!

2009-08-25T12:45:00.001+08:00

what a bad day today, plan to go school but at last can't even walk out of my room, my dad send me to the sensei there. after that went home, hopefully wish my baby was around me. But she is school. Wanted to chat with baby on phone just for the break. But she say me disturbing her playing her poker card, forget it. Daniel almost got tai ji in school. But i think nothing will happen bah. If anything happen i try my best to help you daniel =)

2009-08-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

My posting page look so weird don't know why, ytd actually want post about going out thing, so sorry i previous night work until 3am then sleep until 11 plus let baby wait under my block, and my phone my volume i put at level 3 i couldn't heard anything hahas, after after 11.30 i wake up, baby is extremely angry, so sorry. thanks baby bought my favorite polo tee, and it's quite expensive. I love baby, Celebrate ours 5th monthsary, watch the proposal, so funny the show Love it. I promise baby that never angry or not happy at that day i did it =).

Today wake up at 11.30 also hahas, nowadays wake up at 11.30 stuck there. baby wake me up. Because she let me sleep more, she such a good baby =P. She want meet for breakfast so we went to tampines subway to have ours breakfast, after that went to school, today the exam make me headache! hand up like a blank paper hahas, after school. Call my mum, she ask me settle my dinner outside baby accompany go tampines eat again, this time we eat long john hehe. After having the dinner as usual send baby home, take 87 go home. Daniel ask me go future play basketball so i went down. I reach there about 8pm already, after that i join in the match of 4 on 4, When the first round i went up, the first time i jump and get the bloody rebound i sprain my ankle already, i bear my injured leg carry on until the 4th match i give up and went down rest, cannot bear anymore. after the 4th match they also tired and went down rest. That what happen between this two days and that fun and happy hope that will keep it on. =)

5th monthsary

BABY =)

2009-08-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up at 9 plus, i so worry about baby because this few days she not feeling very well. Who ask her never eat healthy food =P. I reply her text then she say her stomach cramping, need to go visit the doctor. So i had no choice i went down accompany her to visit the clinic she every time went. She actually had MC but she refuse to rest at home, and wanted to accompany me to school. thanks baby for accompany me to school =P
She accompany me had my breakfast roti prata with soy bean wor! hahas she cannot drink and eat so sad>.<, After that wait under her block about 45 minutes just to finish her food and eat her medicine. After 3 hours of school can go home leh, accompany baby home, after that take bus all the way back to seng kang! so bored in the bus, reach home i had my dinner after that rush out and went to find friend play basketball, i perspire like hell when i playing, and reach home so late and tiring already, Chatting with baby now, she sick so long still haven't recover hope she fine soon. Love you =)

2009-08-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

Today actually want go to school one, but lying on the bed don't feel like moving anywhere. Wake up first thing is to check on my phone to see if there any text from baby. So worry for this few days since the day she sick. >.< Deley and deley at last never go to school. Today everything is cancelled but later at 7pm i need go down work as usual. I so hope baby recover as soon as possible, Miss her dam lot, Hope nothing happen to her!

2009-08-05T12:16:00.001+08:00

Today staying at home never go school because got 3 days MC LOLS. Just because i had cough only. LMAO, wake up at 9plus i though got school. Went to have one retarded hair cut make my look nerd, after i wear the spec i felt that i more nerdy! ytd 4plus sleep because of went down vivo to watch the show call "where got ghost" dam funny, alot people was laughing and cannot stop.Friday still long i want faster go collect thing!! wa lao 3pm so late. >.<

2009-07-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

wooo today school start at 2pm, but i wake up at 10am worry about baby dental appointment. Wake up switch on computer as usual, didn't know that baby will call me so surpise. We chat and chat, after awhile i told baby i want sleep, and went back to sleep until 11plus. Go to school as usual. Accompany baby go to bedok, she accompany go eat ban mian after that go intercharge, reach there her bus come already and she board up. Awhile later my bus also come, went to hougang to find ashley, accompany him to cut his hair! after that go home!

woo 3 more hours 7/21 coming soon.

2009-07-19T23:10:00.007+08:00

wake up at 10am, every sunday is very important to me! hahass baby reach my house at 11am, leave her alone and went to rivervale mall to collect my new spec. After that time past so fast 6plus already send my baby home again! Before going home need to accompany baby to eat, =P. So we plan to eat KFC for dinner. END!

2009-07-18T03:23:00.003+08:00

Today baby come to my house after school straight reach home at 1.30pm as usual she went mos burger buy the corn soup she so like it. after that 7pm need to go work leh cannot see baby anymore. Lucky at work i could text her. But not long she went asleep already. After i finish work is 1.15 already i going home by cab but didn't know that sharing cabby people stay at Jurong! wa kaos. From JuRong to Sengkang cost 60$ plus the midnight charge! reach home is now the time already so late! and Tired.

Although i want give you freedom,
But i can't.
I feel i so selfish,
Couldn't give you what you want.
Everytime saw that picture.
I feel so sour, and don't know why.
Maybe my heart is tearing apart.
I sorry.
But it won't help more.

I lie on my bed for so long,
I still can't sleep.
My brain is flashing that picture.
couldn't sleep now,
and not going sleep anymore.

2009-07-16T20:38:00.002+08:00

Baby call me up to wake me up today at 6.45, I answer her phone and felt to sleep again, after i wake up i look at the phone it's 7.30 already. I going be late for sure. My lesson start at 8.30. After reach school i felt so sleepy. Could not even get anything into my brain. I felt that i nowadays more and more tiring don't know why.

I suddenly felt so tired nowadays,
I think i going to breakdown soon,
I so hope that once i sleep never ever wake up again.

I finally know that i so unreasonable,
I should not care about you so much anymore,
I think i should change.
I thinking way that you don't like.
Sorry for everything,
Won't stop you anymore.

2009-06-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

Wooh today wake up at 9am and wait for my baby come to my house to fetch me go out to watch movie again! Today quite fast 1plus went out already reach doubty ghout about 2.10pm cannot catch the 2pm movie "I love you man" so we watch at 4pm. After that we on the way back went to katong to eat katong laksa, After finish it, send baby home and i went back home. End of today.

I really don't know what i really 1, when i heard true answer i will feel that how could it be why is that so, when i heard false answer i will think that you are bluffing me, i really don't know what the hell i really want.
Why am i so easy get jealous about small thing, Angry over small matter, get upset easily, moody and more and more, what is all this about who can tell me!

2009-06-14T23:11:00.008+08:00

Wooh, yesterday baby come over my house to ton. We went to bugis for shopping, after that we went to iluma to watch " Ghost of Girlfriend past ". After that we went home went to nearby 7 eleven to buy thing to makan! At night that lazy pig don't know why so awake can't sleep until 5am. 9am plus keep waking me up she so crazy! After that today i went out with her at 4pm to go doubty ghout to watch "drag me to hell" That show is freaking horrible that freak me away. After that meet chong kiat and daniel for basketball! Now sitting in front the computer with my baby she daydreaming like a Dummy.

2009-06-07T21:30:00.001+08:00

Today baby come to my house again, after that accompany her go to far east to buy her don't know what pants. After that we went to eat at juction 8 after eating. We took the yellow line around to serangoon and went to vivo, Slacking awhile at vivo send baby home.

2009-06-07T06:37:00.001+08:00

Fairytale are to bluff all the small kids, i also will like retard believe in fairytale.

Soo hungry!
There a cut in my heart, I sew it back but the blood is still leaking
How long it heal, but it will still left the scar.

2009-06-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

I not a good guy, i just know how to hurt her with every words i say. I not like other people that they could let in to girls but i could not, i making my baby cry to sleep every night just because of me. I a bad baby. I don't even concern about what she thinking. I hurt her a lot, I very scare she might leave me. I don't know what should i do now i really don't know.
I got the feeling that my life going end soon.
Everybody hate me please tag me and scold me as you wish :)

Stupid me, Hate myself.

2009-06-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

Wooh today i break my this year record i sleep till 1pm then wake up. Staying at home life is dam bored i just can't keep still in my house will keep walk and walk and walk! At last cannot take it anymore accompany mummy to nearby shopping center to buy thing after that go future find boon kiat play basketball, that guy found hougang run to future his mad! (kidding) Play match hurt my arm aiyo! everytime play match or what sure injured! Daniel come over to find us. After that went back home. 1 days pass again! so fast!

Valerie, I missing you!

2009-06-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

Wooh Today the last day for the OFC exam super happy. No more stress of study holiday liao. Went out with baby at 4pm. Went to vivo walk walk sit down with stanley chat chat and then rush down to bugis. We walk around and brought something, after that we went down to tampinese to shopping again. She brought a smiliar caps with me but in different store i brought it from "freshbox" she brought it at "valerie" hahass. Send her home but i think i eat too full keep feel like vomiting reach home at 11.15pm. End of my post today.

2009-06-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

Me this lazy pig day and day more and more lazy to wake up go school leh. Today CRN exam baby almost late that lazy piggy. Today Exam is CRN so stress lucky i anyhow fill the paper, but i think i still wrong, after school go da bao subway with maggie and go to kopitiam with zy, jinling, baby they eat thing and we eat subway at kopitiam, after that went home take a nap wake up liao go meet kun you daniel at Future, didn't know that chiong kiat and deepan were there and ashley yuan qiu come next, after that zhe wei bring his 2 church friend come and we had a match so bored the match. At night accompany kun you go eat mac and at home! Bath and Bath my skin going drop off! End of today.

2009-06-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

today nothing much to say just felt that my whole life is messy up and don't know what to do for the next steps. Everything i done or i did i could ever turn it back already. Sometimes time flew so fast that i could not even notice it! I don't know i thinking all about and don't know what is my planning. Feel like giving up life but can't bear it!
End of my blog for today!

2009-05-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

today is another day again baby wake me up at 7.30 but i went back sleep again hahass. Saw maggie, jin ling and demas on bus. I felt something wrong with me, jealous, petty about my ownself i just stop control it! wdf..
blog end now nothing left to said!

2009-05-25T21:49:00.000+08:00

Today baby wake me up at 7.15am but i went back to sleep again wake up at 7.30am went to bath but vomit blood also don't know why, after that prepare for going out. Miss 119 everything so unlucky today, at school just a bit i cannot take it and angry already. Today mood suck, cannot handled my mood already, after that baby accompany me go library do the OFC paper, but after awhile we both felt unhappy and went home. Reach home felt dizzy and headache, chat with baby on phone that all for today. Moodless.

2009-05-23T11:56:00.000+08:00

Opps Opps Today wake up at 11am, The funny part is i though i late for school =.=". going down to bedok to see my baby but i never tell her i going to find her will she come down? Hope so>.<

Arghh wanted to give my baby surprise, that go down her house down there when never tell her, But i fail. She ask where am i but i just can't hide from her! Reach baby void deck from her house bus stop take bus to tampinese and she had moos burger for her lunch i think. After that she accompany me go pasir ris to find daniel and we go to E hub to make T-shirt for Yuanqiu. After that daniel when to the BBQ pit, and i send my dearest baby home from pasir ris she keep don't want let me send her home but i insist hahas! after sending her home already i go back to the BBQ pit it's 7 plus already, Quite late already but at there we can't blow any wind although we at paris park dam hot and far! After that yuan qiu finish cutting all the cake and ready to went home already. I so touch so late that my dear baby will sms me and ask me where am i. Oh my baby your so concern about me. I love you.

Hahass get it from baby phone!

Valerie, uncountable love for you.

2009-05-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today miss about 4 bus of 27 again, i met ai zhen at the bus stop again. Finally get up at the 5 bus and need to keep grab the handled all the way to tampinese. Same bus with maggie after that meet jin ling and demas at interchange. After that having CRN never listen quite much in class, no more BPF anymore.... After 1 hours later went to my favorite PE. Play basketball with haidi after awhile went to play badminton but accident hit dao my baby hurt her finger. heartbreak when i accident hit dao her. I SO SORRY BABY. After baby accompany me come home to go celebrate for our 2 month anniversary. Quite simple but very happy when i can with baby. Baby so happy until keep want kiss none stop, hahass baby you so cute can't take it =P.

Valerie, Happy 2 month Anniversary.

2009-05-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today baby wake me up again, But i early in the morning the mood is so moody that i need to keep walking to stop my tears from dropping. Hearing music from the way to tampinese to meet maggie jin ling demas and baby to eat breakfast. Wait what bus what bus come so quick. Meet them at mac 9am but i reach at tampinese at 8.10, Sitting alone at mac outside emo-ing. Keep listen to sad sad song make me want to cry. After that our school end at 5pm. I accompany baby went home. Before go home i want to go NTUC to buy some thing to bite. After that sitting under my baby vold deck chat and chat and chat, Baby suddenly want to on music then i recall that song she on is the song i been looking for about 3 years already Oh my Goodness! that so miracle that 3 years already i could found that song again! SO HAPPY!

Valerie, I need you.

2009-05-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

today went to school and wait at bus stop at 9.40 so early and waiting for my baby to come. In OFC lesson i still thinking about that thing! and hard to forget it. I just want to make everybody think that i happy everyday but i can't. After OFC i went home. After went home bath and ready to go out already. Went down AMK hub with maggie, meet jin ling baby and joanne at AMK hub after they had mos burger we went to library for study. But study awhile i felt so stuffy and went down my baby follow up, and had a chat with baby. After chat with baby i reliase that i should everyday make my baby happy and don't wish to make her follow me upset. I don't might leave her just want her to being her smile everywhere when she go.

Valerie, I treasure you

2009-05-19T08:14:00.000+08:00

Today the weather so cold, and i felt so lonely. I wake up at 5plus, flip there flip there can't get back to my dream. Then slowly i keep thinking what i talk to my baby on phone ytd night. I so fear that she might leave me anytime.

I really very scare that you leave me 1 day. I don't want that day to come. I heartbreak when you did tell me that you follow by feeling. What if you really feeling fade, you going leave me and just because that you follow your own feeling. I can't afford to lose you because i have truly love you with all my heart. I also hear that you did say that there is no couple that could last long forever. But you did not give us a try how did you know we can't. I know that we have different thinking and your thinking is far away from me. But i just want to be with you forever and want you to be my First and my last.

Valerie, I Can't afford to lose you.

2009-05-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

Opps quite a long time i never post already i tired when i reach home and lazy to post. But today i quite high i so willing to post some picture to make my blog more nicer hahass hope so!

wooh today is a good day, Baby came to my house and teach me. Deley deley and deley 4 plus den start to teach hahass. But so fun chatting with baby Playing with baby. Time pass so fast and suddenly it's about night i send my baby home and took some photo in bus. Hehes

valerie, I cherish you

2009-05-10T10:14:00.001+08:00

Dammit i today can't sleep well! wake up at 8.30am, i had a horror dream ever in my life.
Wooh watch star trek and wolverine in 1 days =.=" dammit so cold like hell, cannot take it when i don't have any jacket. But quite fun watching 2 movie in 1 day. After finish watching the movie we rush back to seng kang for my dinner!

After i reach back seng kang, it's about 7.30 already i had my dinner at home finish it, i went out again to play bicycle play until 9.30 finally home sweet home so nice to be at home.

Valerie, I Dote you

2009-05-09T23:40:00.001+08:00

Wooh this is my first post today! I slept at 3am this morning. Wooh but i wake up at 9.30am, Went down to the nearby bus stop to fetch my baby. I so hungry today keep eat and eat nonstop. I think i going become fatty. After that dainel and deepan ask me go carpark ride bicycles. So we play awhile and sit down rest. Didn't know that at that car park can saw retards bicycles ride up at the same floor burning us stunt, they are so action. After that i send my baby go back bedok, i took bus 87 with my baby and saw a crazy auntie sitting alone at there shouting and shouting. Everybody like so happy to chat about the crazy auntie. After send my baby home. i finally reached home at 10.30pm. Quite late but i saw my baby safe i happy. =)

Valerie, I Love u