Today is another 21st, Another monthsary of our's.
Things went dam well between the time we spend together in the morning to evening.


I'm happy for the time i spend with you even for awhile but things turn bad again.
Jealous, Unreasonable, Stubborn, Fed up and Anger , those emotional that i felt for you.
Things keep turning bad after a happy day.
Happy day can't last happy forever.
The past two days when we are back to normal, I keep having a bad dream about you and i.
Just don't feel like saying it.
I thought everything is just a dream, But now i realize that it might come true anytime, anywhere.
I called you, wanted to chat with you and say out the feeling, But what you told me, is that our feelings cannot be solve. 
So urge to hang up the phone? I felt so cold that's how you treat me. Without any text afterwards.
Did i really bother your life?
I'm sorry if i did.

Labels: Sorry if after a thousands time i'm still the same